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[28 Jun 2004|04:34pm] |
friends only.
feel free to add me. if you do, just tell me. &i'll do the same.
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[27 Jun 2004|03:19pm] |
the braves game we went to last night cancalled due to, none other then rain. the field was flooded. just grand. we have to go back another day. bleh.
so much rain, im going to get a cement box &fill it, &i'll have my own swimming pool. sounds like a plan.
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[23 Jun 2004|04:51pm] |
rain, rain, &more rain. dandy.
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[17 Jun 2004|01:11pm] |
[ enter long drawn out entry here about what you have been doing ]
el fin. the end. adios. chao. y mucho amor <3
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[13 Jun 2004|04:40pm] |
back back. to read about my vacation.. proceed to my xanga. HERE <33
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[28 May 2004|05:44pm] |
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yay; my journal is pretty now. i took that photo of a birdhouse in my front yard. yippee. &i got a new logo. tomorrow i leave for california. 2 weeks. i'll update from out there; so yeah. --like it matters, i get no comments! heh j/k. school is OUT thank you. summer has officially started. wheeee. im going to miss everyone; like whoa x 2000. especially my andrew. heh. latah loves. <333brittttah
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[26 May 2004|05:58pm] |
2 days of school left. hmm; i got to hear the atreyu concert on the phone saturday! my best friend went; &i couldnt go.. so he called me. it was effiking amazing. i got an autograph on my cd cover to see.. click my friends i was singing along.. like i was there. hahah. thanks andy. <3333
&i also applied in vanity_c0re
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[26 May 2004|05:55pm] |
2 days of school left. hmm; i got to hear the atreyu concert on the phone saturday! my best friend went; &i couldnt go.. so he called me. it was effiking amazing. got an autograph; to see.. check the atreyu community im in. i was singing along.. like i was there. hahah. thanks andy. <3333
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[01 May 2004|12:19pm] |
i really suck at keeping this updated. eh;i want a new LJ name. that sounds nice.
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[20 Apr 2004|04:44pm] |
my dearest andrew made it into the talent show. tryouts were held yesterday after school. his band kicked major arse. congrats to andrew, jake, tony, &morgan. that is all to be said. <333333
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[16 Apr 2004|10:32pm] |
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my journal is now looking half way decent. i like it. niiiiiiiice. finally. life is quite boring. oh joys. monday i get to see andrew for sure. i miss him soooo much. wow. i have nothing really to talk about. hmm; this band on here isnt that to terribly bad. interesting. very.. totally. i felt like a little kid again today; taking pictures in the street and in trees. the good ol days. never get old. AYE. never. i love him
mucho <33, britt
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[09 Apr 2004|10:16pm] |
i cant get my date & subjects to show up. my gosh. is it that dern difficult.
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[09 Apr 2004|09:46pm] |
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i made a background for my journal.. but i cant get it to show effin up. its pissing me off to shreds. AHHHHHHHHH! *screams* anyone maybe know why? thx. <33
NEVERMIND.....NOW IMUST FIX IT!
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[09 Apr 2004|09:43pm] |
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i made a background for my journal.. but i cant get it to show effin up. its pissing me off to shreds. AHHHHHHHHH! *screams* anyone maybe know why? thx. <33
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last i left;the LP concert. it rocked to no fucking end. so great. it was amazing. i got pictures..but most didnt come out. i was pissed. got 4 shirts. total love.
on to other news: today sucked. throughly it sucked. i never ever..ever want anyone to tell me; anything about how anyone likes me/or wants to 'go out'. do you hear me. never. i always end up getting hurt. everytime..&i thought this would be different. hah;i was a joke.
well reason being me stating this fact.. ive been talking to this guy; named will. for the past.. 2-3 weeks. he was my stalker;and one day we spoke. it was awesome. he's great. we talked more and more. tiffany and daniel are all like.. he likes you alot..and yata yata. he just has problems right now &thats why hes not asking you out. hah. last friday.. he walked me to almost all my classes..and we were late to classes..but we didnt care. we hugged. whoa!? i dragged him by his bracelets;hilarous. his hair rocks. okay;well we havent talked much this week. reason being.. he had OSS.. which okay,understandable. you cant help it. we talked yesterday..cool stuff;but not much. talked today;or just stood there and stared at each other. i enjoyed it. well today;i see him after lunch..like i do everyday. i said hey! hes like all hey, whats up. i told him that i was going to put my stuff up in the classroom. i did. not 2 minutes later..i come back i get next to him &stand there;he doesnt say anything. i walk off. he didnt come and chase me. well i went off to find and talk to tiffany.. well then not even 3 minutes later..i come back to the sight of him &some other girl hand in hand. fuck. i wanted to cry;right there in the hallway. i stared at him&he did the same. i walked off.
not 3 minutes after i talk to him. he has a girlfriend. what the hell. seriously. he's dated like everygirl in the school.. &thats all i saw wrong with him. well heres another one to add to the list. be proud. maybe im wrong.. but i dont think so. im just back up. its okay.
i still have andrew. and thats great. hes the greatest thing that i have right now. i love him with all i have. everything. he is truely my best friend. hopefully i'll get to his house tonight. <3333 well..im off;sick of typing. i'll leave with this being said::
a song cant replace a broken heart; but you can replace a broken love. as you walk away i cry tears;tears of regret regret of what could have happened. i'll scream your name. as the sunset pulls you in before my voice can reach your ears... the ears of what used to hear the same wind blowing my hair across my face as each day dies a new one begins &as the stars come up i look up and that brings me right back to you. knowing we're looking up at the same night sky. we're still together; even when your gone.
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stupid xangas server is down. i cant update that. --im so estatic. &hyper&have loads of energy. no sleeping tonight. man oh man. tomorrow = best fucking concert ever. LINKIN PARK!!!!!! /story of the year &hoobastank&pod wheeeeeeee. bringing camara..i dont care what the ppl say. they can go float up a creek. without a paddle. im out kiddahs.
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[11 Feb 2004|06:08pm] |
i forgot about this thing. oops. forgive me.
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[02 Feb 2004|08:47pm] |
weekend was awesome to the effin core. when I say that, I totally mean it. one hot day. oh man. <3 more in depth later. just updating.
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[30 Jan 2004|05:32pm] |
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im updating for a change. i always seem to forget about this thing. lj is never working anymore. this website is so dang slow. I like xanga much better. lol. but yeah. im so confused right now. im in desperate need of moral help. 3 guys at one time, all at the same time, wanting to hang out, same days. what the crap is wrong with this picture. Andrew, Nathan, &Mickey.
Nathan wanted to hang out over christmas break, but parents kept putting it off. He called today. Andrews been asking me to come and hang out, he called today. Mickey wants me to go up to the mall to meet him.
I feel like nathan hates me b/c i've been 'putting him off' .. I havent, I promise. Everytime he calls, something goes wrong. I feel really bad. I dont know what to do. My friend keeps telling me to 'go for the one you want' and I am. I just feel really bad about the others. Or, im gone to a friends house everytime he calls. Hopelessness.
I want everyone to come up to the mall, we'd be one big group, &everyone together, hit up the movies, and rock out. But doesnt look like that will ever happen. Something always throws a cork in it. Pft. Mom wont get off the phone so i can return Andrews phone call. Psh, guess I wont be going over there either. Im screwed.
I know this sounds like im just some whiny old teenager, but im not really. I dont understand why everything has to happen all at the same time. I feel bad. Im confused.
of all though, id have to say i want andrew. he makes me feel special, and i get along with him so great. I love it when i'm around him. He is unlike anyone i have ever met before.
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